Paint Me Human......

Had To Share This One.....

2007-07-11T07:41:51Z

When i read this it just hit me and i had to share.....don't know why for sure. Hope that it helps someone out there in LJ World!
Installing Love
Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer:Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love.Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What doI do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you locatedyour Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is itokay toinstall Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge andResentment running right now.

Tech Support:No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from yourcurrent operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer

disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with amodule of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completelyturn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from

beingproperly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't

know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invokeForgiveness. Dothis as many times as necessary until Grudge andResentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is thatnormal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program.You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error -Program notrun on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up torun on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the followingfiles:Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The systemwilloverwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programmingAlso, youneed to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your RecycleBin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smileis playing onmy monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselvesall over My Heart.Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventuallyeverythinggets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running.One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give itand its various modules toeveryone you meet. They will in turn share itwith others and return some coolmodules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

Please send this to every one you know. If you delete that is okay, God's love is not based on emails .

SCAM ALERT!

2007-06-01T02:40:17Z

SCAM ALERT!

New Scam Targeting Military Spouses

National Headquarters
2025 E Street, N.W.
Washington, DC 20006
www.redcross.org

Contact: Devorah Goldburg
Phone: (202) 303-4461
goldburgd@usa.redcross.org

WASHINGTON, Tuesday, May 29, 2007 — The American Red Cross has learned about a new scam targeting military families. This scam takes the form of false information to military families as described below:

The caller (young-sounding, American accent) calls a military spouse and identifies herself as a representative from the Red Cross. The caller states that the spouse's husband (not identified by name) was hurt while on duty in Iraq and was med-evacuated to a hospital in Germany. The caller stated they couldn't start treatment until paperwork was accomplished, and that in order to start the paperwork they needed the spouse to verify her husband's social security number and date of birth. In this case, the spouse was quick to catch on and she did not provide any information to the caller.

The American Red Cross representatives typically do not contact military members/dependents directly and almost always go through a commander or first sergeant channels. Military family members are urged not to give out any personal information over the phone if contacted by unknown/unverified individuals, to include confirmation that your spouse is deployed.

It is a federal crime, punishable by up to 5 years in prison, for a person to falsely or fraudulently pretend to be a member of, or an agent for, the American National Red Cross for the purpose of soliciting, collecting, or receiving money or material.

In addition, American Red Cross representatives will contact military members/dependents directly only in response to an emergency message initiated by your family. The Red Cross does not report any type of casualty information to family members. The Department of Defense will contact families directly if their military member has been injured. Should any military family member receive such a call, they are urged to report it to their local Family Readiness Group or Military Personnel Flight.

The American Red Cross ensures that the American people are in touch with their family members serving in the United States military by operating a communications network that is open 24-hours, 7 days-a-week, 365 days-a-year. Through a network of employees and volunteers at Red Cross national that link families during emergencies, access to emergency financial assistance, confidential counseling, community support headquarters, local chapters, on military installations, and deployed with troops, the Red Cross offers a broad range of services. Among these services, the Red Cross provides communications for families left behind, assistance to veterans, and preparedness courses for military personnel and their families

The American Red Cross helps people prevent, prepare for and respond to emergencies. Last year, almost a million volunteers and 35,000 employees helped victims of almost 75,000 disasters; taught lifesaving skills to millions; and helped U.S. service members separated from their families stay connected. Almost 4 million people gave blood through the Red Cross, the largest supplier of blood and blood products in the United States. The American Red Cross is part of the International Red Cross and Red Crescent Movement. An average of 91 cents of every dollar the Red Cross spends is invested in humanitarian services and programs. The Red Cross is not a government agency; it relies on donations of time, money, and blood to do its work.

THE LINK THE INFO CAME FROM.. PLEASE REPOST ALL OF THIS!

http://www.redcross.org/pressrelease/0,107...14_6732,00.html

10 Things.......

2007-05-19T20:28:34Z

Taken from Jenn (that gay chick).....Cuz she said if i read it i was tagged!

10 Things About Me

1. I can touch my tongue to my nose…….only when I don’t have my tongue ring in though…used to win money by betting I could doing this in high school. (Jenn I never tried my chin I really must….LOL!)

2. I have a really BIG thing for a man in uniform!!!

3. I secretly wanted to be a cop when I was in high school

4. Going in the mountains in the spring and fall time make me VERY HAPPY!

5. I don't like to do laundry I will leave it unfolded as long as I can get a way with it!

6. I love to eat red vines with ranch dip….I know sounds gross……but I likes it.

7. I love cards. Like Hallmark cards...sending them and getting them, I have more then two boxes for cards full. I Don’t have to have a reason to send a card to someone!

8. Cherry Coke is one of my biggest weakness!

9. I like to buy a shot glass from every where I have been or when J goes somewhere I haven’t got one I have him pick me one up.

10. Sour Patch Kids is my favorite food group! (The sweet/sour candy food group)

I’m supposed to tag 10 people. If you’re reading this, consider yourself tagged. Because I’m too LAZY to pick out just ten people!

Update.............

2007-05-18T23:24:06Z

Okay so let's see i have been in the hospital everyday all week getting my IV like a good girl. It has sooo SUCKED! I had to go have my face lanced open right by my jaw bone and the doctor pulled out a big like mucus looking thing out. It was about a half inch long and almost as big around as a pencil.....okay i know too much info! that was Wednesday afternoon. So there is still a small hole in my face that is slowly closing up. I have to take anibotics by mouth now so it's not going to be so bad. My head seems to throb pretty much non stop right now with all this going on. I just want to get a good nights sleep again. I hope that i will be able to now that the IV is out of my hand/arm. Now maybe J will come back to our room to sleep he hasn't for most of the week because he doesn't want to hit my arm or my face type of thing.....but i think it's cuz he wants to game......LOL!
Any how that is what life is like here in Hickville. I so want to run away when i feel better but i wont go into that just now!

SICK.....YUCKY.....

2007-05-15T23:23:31Z

Yesterday i had to go to the ER cuz my cheek was the size of a golf ball. I have an infection and it requiers me to be in the hospital every day for about two hours for iv antibiotics. I have to say that this totally sucks because i can only have an iv needle in my hand for about two days with out fulid going through it non-stop. So it was pulled today after treatment and has to be put back in tomorrow for more. This is something i get to do until Friday and then take something oral depending on how my face is looking. As of right now it's better although it still hurts like hell and i have a taste of shit in my mouth that i can't get to go away! I look like total shit and that is how i feel so i guess that it's all good. I haven't been able to type worth a shit and wont be able to until this is all over and my hand isn't hurting too. I know whining about something so damned stupid, but my vains so SUCK and are WAY SMALL! The skin is so tight on my jaw bone area that i want to cut it open to release the pressure, although i know that wont help at all....because the doctor said it would only make it worse then better......GRRRRR! I wanna good nights sleep with NO PAIN....will that ever happen again???? I know it will but i'm being a whimp and a baby right now so i think i will go get a heat pad and lay back down to take a nap......until something else comes up and i have to get up.......story of my life!

Don't Know What To Say......

2007-05-08T01:12:56Z

Okay so there is still no real news or dates....and i'm about ready to go totally INSANE! But in the days to come i hope that we find out more i got alot of paperwork about military onesource haven't really got to read throughit all yet. I want to spend as much time as i can with J before he leaves town in the morning. I hope that we are able to have the refinace done on the house in the next week or two so that he can come off the road until he leaves and spend time with us. If not who knows how much time we will end up with as a family.
We so want to be able to take the kids and go to Lagoon i just was checking out their web site and OMG there are some really cool new rides now! I hope that it all comes through and we are able to go i know that it will be just AWESOME and GREAT memories to have!
I didn't sleep well last night and then slept most of the day so who knows how that is going to work out for me in a couple of hours.....GRRRRRR! Well that's it i'm out now just wanted to let you all know what was going on. HOpe all is well for everyone....:)

Weekend Update......

2007-04-23T19:47:10Z

It was a nice weekend, my parents from up north got here and we had a wonderful time! The kids opened presents from Christmas, valentines Day, and Easter. So yeah you can say spoiled BIG TIME!!! Although it was fun to watch them with smiles on their faces.
We all went to Nash's first birthday party and it was alot of fun! I forgot how much fun it can be to see them go crazy over a small cake of their own,,,,LOL! He just didn't know what to do for the first little while the he went CRAZY with it!! It was so cute to watch him do it. He smeared it all over Pickies face when he got to close to him . that was way tooo Cool!!! I took loads of pictures i will try to post one later on when i feel alittle better.
Yeah to top it off i got a really bad head cold that is now also including a scratchy throut....that i just want tto SCREAM!!! I'm not feeling well and i just want to sleep......that is just not in the cards for me at this time........GRRRRRRRR!

Such Fun......

2007-04-20T14:58:32Z

Let's see i had a wonderful time at the wedding yesteday! It was up in a canyon, a little chilly but worth it! I swear i cried just as much as the bride did....LOL! I'm so happy for my girl, it's so her turn to be happy again! Made me think of how J and i were going to renew of vows this year......but due to what is going on we have to wait. Damn deployment going and messing up all my plans...for the second time! So i'm going to save up for us to be able to do it the June when he is back, so what it will be six years not five i will still get to do it.
Any ways J took a picture of her along with me and another high school girl friend together. It was the first time we had all three been together in like fifteen years! That is when we did the last one. I have changed the most being that i have graves and am fat now, but it is still a great picture! Now our oldest boys are like two year/two and a half years younger then we were then. We are going to try and plan a weekend when they come down this way before J leaves so that we can camp and have all kinds of fun, hope that we can pull it off!!!
Any how will try and post a picture later when i feel alittle more human....yet to have enough coffee today!

Some Kind Of Update......

2007-04-18T21:03:24Z

Okay so it's been a bad couple of weeks around here. I have fought more then enough with J to last me alife time of fights! Men seem to handle things that way at stressful times i think. It's not like we sit and wait to fight with them everyday just so that we can say that we did.......GRRRRRR!
Any how on a much better note, i'm going to head up north to watch one of my closest friends in life be married tomorrow. She has had a real hard past couple of years and really found a great guy to spend the rest of her life with....just hope that the snow that they are getting stops and leaves because it's an outdoor wedding! She is so happy and it's great to see he smile like she used to back in the day. So i so can't wait to see her it's been awhile and i miss her more then i let it be known. She is the first chick i never worried about her stealing my boyfriend from me cuz our taste was so not the same....LOL!
J may make it in for the weekend and i may have to cut my time after the wedding short but it's all good i get to go and that is all that matters. Then my parents from up north and my baby sister are coming down for a visit this coming weekend so that will be cool too.....can't wait to see them....it's been a real long time!!! We are doing our VERY LATE Christmas while they are here. The kids can't wait for that part of it....LOL!
Any how that is life here at this time. I hope that all is going well for everyone out there in lj world!

Just a Funny.........

2007-04-14T20:51:20Z

You might be a "Utahan" if......
You keep your clothes in "Chester Drawers"
You don't pronounce T's in the middle of words. (Moun'n, Lay'n)
If there is a G at the end of a word you treat it as if it were silent.
You know what Fry Sauce is made of.
You go to the duck pond to feed the Seagulls.
Green Jell-o with cabbage mixed in doesn't seem strange.
You can pronounce Tooele.
The U is not just a letter - Neither is the Y.
You have actually eaten funeral potatoes.
You've gotten both heat and frost burns off your car's door handle in
the same month.
You are not surprised to hear words like "Darn, Fetch, Flip", "Oh, My
Heck" and "Shoot".
Your tulips get snowed on three times after they come up and twice more
after they bloom.
The largest liquor store is the state government.
You can go skiing and play golf on the same day.
30% humidity is muggy and almost unbearable.
Somewhere in your family tree is a polygamist.
You know the difference between a 'Steak House' and a 'Stake House'.
You've broken down on the highway and somebody stops to help you
You can see the stars at night
You have a bumper sticker that says "Families are Forever."
You were an aunt or uncle before you were three.
Your spouse's mother was pregnant at your wedding.
You have more children than you can find biblical names for.
Your family considers a trip to McDonalds a night out.
You feel guilty when you watch Monday Night Football.
Your kids believe the deer hunt is a national holiday.
You drink Coke from a brown paper bag.
You consider a temple recommend a credit reference.
At least two of your salad bowls are at the homes of neighbors.
You wonder why fire truck drivers honk when you drive 35mph in the left
lane on the freeway.
There is a similarity between a ward basketball game and the L.A.
riots.
You think Jack Daniels is a country western singer.
You negotiate prices at a garage sale.
You can make Jell-O salad without the recipe.
You've heard about BYU football in a testimony meeting.
You have two gallons of ice cream in your freezer at all times.
Your father-in-law thinks Ronald Reagan was a liberal.
A member of your family wrote in Lavell Edwards for president in the
last election.Sandals are the best-selling shoes.
Hotel rooms all have the Book of Mormon.
You buy your wardrobe at the local grocery superstore.
You learn about the Mormon Church by taking history in elementary
school.
You live in a state where Democrats always come in third place, unless
a zoo animal is running. Then they come in fourth.
Schools stay open, even if two feet of snow falls overnight, but closes
for the opening of hunting season.
People wear shorts and T-shirts if the temperature rises above 32
degrees.
People wear socks with their sandals
There's a church on every corner, but they all teach the same thing.
There is also a 7-11 at every street corner
The most popular public transportation system is a ski lift.
In-state college football rivalries are bigger than the Super Bowl.
You don't have to breathe cigarette smoke until you walk outside a
building.
Every driveway has a minivan and a pickup truck.
When you buy a new vehicle, cigarette lighters are optional equipment
but ski racks are standard.
Every time a new family moves into your neighborhood, the local
elementary school has to hire a new teacher.
Every time a new family moves into your neighborhood, your whole family
has to go and meet them the next day, after you helped them unload their
moving truck
Your paycheck has an additional 10 percent deduction.
More movies are filmed in your town than in Hollywood.
You've never had a Mormon missionary knock on your door, unless you are
having them over for dinner that night.
You make a toast with red punch at your wedding reception.
You have more raw wheat stored than some Third World countries.
Your idea of a good time is playing Pictionary in the cultural hall.
Your idea of a wild party is a six pack of Pepsi and a PG-13 movie.
You and all your friends come to your mother for a haircut in her
kitchen.
You measure Kool-Aid by parts per million.
You think "You're a 10 cow wife" is a compliment.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from
Utah

Update Time........

2007-03-27T21:28:38Z

HELLO LJ WORLD!!!!!
Well i know that i haven't done a whole lot of updating from the time that i let it be known that J was going to the big sandbox. Just haven't wanted to do anything at all but a little bit of house work... He should find out when he leaves this weekend some time, then we will be able to plan some kind of family vaction We would LOVE to have the money to take the kids on a Disney Cruise.....but hate to say that i don't see that happening! But i can dream can't i then i would be able to also have our vows renewed too....because that is something that we planned to do this year anyway.....so we may just do the Vegas thing that we had planned with the kids. I just need and want to have a family time before he leaves.....you never know what could happen when he leaves. That is just not something that i need to think about that is for sure!
We had a really nice time this past weekend J was home for Friday and Saturday night so we just watched movies and cuddled hanging out with the kids.....it was fun! There wasn't any fighting by the kids and that made it even nicer in the long run for me.....LOL!
Any how that is how i have been doing with the bull shit that life has thrown my way that i just don't even want to deal with! Hope that you all are having a happy your way.....

Well Guess It's Out.......

2007-03-22T22:50:03Z

Well the cat is out of the bag so to say now. This was in our paper today so i just thought that i would share with you all.

145th Field Artillery

Guard unit may face first combat

Iraq or Afghanistan deployment is expected

By Matthew D. LaPlante
The Salt Lake Tribune
Salt Lake Tribune

Article Last Updated:03/22/2007 01:08:26 AM MDT

Members of the 145th Field Artillery Battalion, one of the largest units in the Utah National Guard yet to see action in Iraq or Afghanistan, have been alerted to a possible deployment in July.
    Members received letters this week advising of the mobilization, details of which the Guard will not publicly confirm.
    The battalion was one of the first large Utah Guard units to be mobilized after the attacks of Sept. 11, 2001, spending a year guarding military facilities in Tooele County. Many of the unit's members also have deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan as volunteers and conscripts with other Army units.
    For instance, at least 40 of about 450 soldiers in the battalion deployed with the 222nd Field Artillery to Ramadi, Iraq, in 2005.
    Utah Guard officials declined to say whether 145th members who have already participated in combat deployments would be called up as part of this mobilization. "In the event that any of these soldiers do deploy, it's way too soon to say who will deploy," Guard spokesman Hank McIntire said.
    However, the Utah guard's top soldier, Adjutant Gen. Brian Tarbet, said in January that all of his soldiers, including those recently returned from overseas, would be considered eligible for immediate additional deployments under new rules aimed at ensuring the military has enough troops to meet its obligations.
    At that time, Tarbet said he hoped to keep soldiers who recently returned from combat from having to go back, but made no promises.
    The unit's soldiers can expect a period away from home of no more than one year. The Army committed in January to ending the 18-month cycles for its reservists, bringing pre-deployment training down to three months and "boots on the ground" time to nine months.
    In the summer of 2005, the 145th retired its Howitzer-style artillery pieces to take charge of new Paladin weapons systems. At the time, then-battallion commander Dallen Atack said the change would make his unit "more relevant to the future missions of the Army."
    mlaplante@sltrib.com

Deployment terms

* The 145th Field Artillery soldiers can expect to be away for a year or less.
* The Army committed in January to ending the 18-month cycles for reservists, bringing pre-deployment training down to three months and "boots on the ground" time to nine months.

FUNNY HAHA.........

2007-03-18T22:23:42Z

Cowboy Boots

An elderly couple, Ray and Bessie, are "Seniors" in Texas. Ray always wanted

a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day, he buys them,

wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his

wife "notice anything different about me?"

Bessie looks him over, "Nope."

Frustrated Ray storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into

the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little

louder this time, "Notice anything DIFFERENT NOW?"

Bessie looks up and says, "Ray, what's different? It's hanging down today,

it was hanging down yesterday, it'll be hanging down again tomorrow".

Furious, Ray yells, "DO YOU KNOW WHY IT IS HANGING DOWN, BESSIE? IT'S

HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!!!!!!

To which Bessie replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Ray. Shoulda bought a hat. "

TaaaDaaa......

2007-03-16T16:57:31Z

I'm happy to say that i will be going up to Salt Lake today to pick up my parents! They have almost made it to Utah and this is a good thing! I also will be getting to drive my dad's new truck that he WILL NOT let any one drive....this makes me feel so speical yet it's also scary too...LOL! So now i'm just waiting to pick up the oldest from his buddies house that he stayed with after the game last night....my kids didn't have school today. He has turned his phone off and i may just end up leaving him home if i don't get ahold of him soon.....that will teach him....HEHEHE! That would so teach him i tell you what! Any how i guess that i had better get moving so that i can get out of here when my sister get back to pik up her kids....she'd better be home by one like she said she would be......GRRRRRR!
Well that is what has been going on in my world.....hope that you all have a GREAT weekend!!!

I'm So Bad.........

2007-03-13T21:59:32Z

Well let's see here last Friday the doctors let my dad out of the hospital, although he hasn't been feeling up to the travel home so they have been staying in a motel. But this is kinda a good thing because they are un able to find a car rental place to let them take it to Salt Lake to get home. So my dad's boss is going to let them drive a car home from the auction on Wens or Thrus this week. This will save them some money and help them get home at the same time. He will have to check in with our doctor here at home so that he can see how he is doin' when he get's here. That is how things are going with that, as for life nothing has really went on new here. I've been hangin around trying to deal with the same shit of catching up bills. So it's just not worth talking about right now that is for sure.....just bums me out and that isn't a place i want to go to again!

Fast Update........

2007-03-09T03:39:22Z

Okay as of right now the doctors have taken the tube out of my dad's lung and he is talking alittle better. He was moved into a private room out of Sugical ICU yesterday. He seems to be doing well. Although he is not totally out of the woods yet.....this man is to much of a ass to die!!! As my real life friends on here already know. He hasn't been able to smoke and that alone i really feel sorry for my mom about....because he's a pack a day smoker!
Any how all that is what is goin on at this time and date.....i haven't been able to stop a whole lot lately hope that all is going well! Have a Happy!!:):)

Is It Bed Time Yet..........

2007-03-07T02:39:11Z

I so want to go to bed.....so what if i just got up from a two hour nap.....it wasn't long enough!!! Just before i went to sleep my Mom called me to give me an up date, it's better then i thought...THANK GOD! They weren't give her information because there wasn't any to give. When she got there Dad was sitting up in a chair drugged up yes with the tub still in his lung. He is talking very little so when the boys got home from school i called there so that they could each talk to him and tell him that they loved him. That made them all feel better i just wanted to cry when he answered the phone he sounded so weak! But it also made me feel better knowing that he was okay for the most part. his breast bone is broke along with all his ribs including the throric ribs, it was the right lung that was pireced. They also found that this isn't the first time that the breast bone has been broke. That means that it was broke back when he rolled his four wheeler. How the doctors missed that back then we'll never know.
So that is what is going on at this time if there is any more info i will be sure and let you all know.

BAD NEWS......

2007-03-06T20:31:25Z

To those of you that know my parents my dad was in an accident yesterday in Milwaukee MI while loading cars onto his car hauler. He fell off the side of the hauler approx seven feet down onto the black top that was covered with ice. He is in the hospital with a peirced lung from one of his ribs that broke ( everyone of them are broke). They have a tub in his chest and they have been putting air into it to get the blood out of his lung. They are waiting on the MRI to see if he broke his back they think that is somehthing that also happend in the fall. His sugar keeps dropping and going up really high they haven't been able to stablize it at this time so that is a really bad thing. My mother talked to him for a short time and he is highly medicated so he was telling her to drive to him and pick him up in the morning. This is the highlight of everything.....him being worried about how the two of them will be getting back home.

I will be heading to Salt Lake in the early morning to put her on a plane to get to him. I would like to ask each of you to keep him and my family in your thoughts and prayers! i will try to keep you all up to date when i find out more.

EDIT: Being up from 2:30 this morning and really wanting to go to sleep. I have only been home for about an hour. It has been a very long and hard day that started after only two hours of sleep.
I have found out that dad's back isn't broke but the bone in his chest is ether cracked or there is air under it. There may have to be a surgery on his chest for this problem. That was the last that we had been told by phone. While my mom was laid over in Denver and called to find out how things where they told her they wouldn't tell her any more until she was there in person......this does not sound like a good thing to me. I'm thinking that he had to have the surgery......that is all i know at this time.

GRRRRRRRRR...........

2007-03-04T06:05:08Z

okay so my life as i know it really hasn't changed all that much. I have sat on my big butt most of today and really don't even care about it! But it's all good cuz life isn't fair....enough said. J was laid over in OR. so he is with his grandparents and they went and took him to the coast today along with a nice trip for ice cream and clam chowder......GRRRRR! Yeah here we sit in the snow with nothing fun going on..and he is playing making money for being laid over doing it....MEN! If i would have been on the truck with him it wouldn't have been that way we would have been in the middle of BFE with knowing no one!
Any how just needed to get that little mini rant off my chest now i'm off to watch movies with my Moni who came down to spend the weekend with me....:)

YUCKY!!!!!

2007-03-01T19:35:44Z

Okay who is the wise ass that thinks that we need to be hit so damned hard with this snow???? I'm not wanting to leave this house at all....if i had it my way i would lock all the doors and never ever go out again! But it wont be that lucky for me.....because i will have to with being a mom.....need to take care of the rug rats. It's all good because if i didn't have them i wouldn't be here i wouldn't have been strong enough to pull through. HATE depression it is the worst thing to have to deal with....this shitty weather has kicked mine up some, along with the bills that i have to find a way to pay.
I need to have some alone time some how some way.....because it would be some help with being a full time mom married but some what single with J being long haul again. That has been hard to get back into the swing of things. It's hard when you have had help and then it's gone totally and you are at it with little to no sleep most days. My headaches are back in full swing and i have been fighting them from taking me totally down today. So that is what is going on this way at this time in life.....alot of nothing! I think that i am going to go and take something for my head and get Miss Mouse her lunch. Hope that all is well for you all in lj world!

A Little of This and That........

2007-02-27T22:16:06Z

Okay so here goes ready or not.......
First off whom ever sent the snow to Utah needs to take it back....i'm over it now!!!! It has been snowing all day and it's YUCKY!!!

I just got done watching GH and i have to say OMG the last two days have just got me! Killing off Alan after all these years is just WRONG i so wasn't ready even though i knew it was going to happen. The scence with Jason talking to his body really got me.....oh and the end scence too! That is all i will say so if anyone out there watches and didn't see!

Can't believe that my life has been around a soap opera the last little while......that is just not a good thing. I used to say that i watched to see that life wasn't so bad for me.......LOL! Now i watch because i have no life.....LOL!

Miss Mouse has been really sick the last couple of days so i haven't been getting a whole lot of sleep that is for sure! She is coughing, hacking and running a fever, it got up to 102.9 last nite. I got it to break really easy though it has stayed down to like 99.4 today so that is a good thing. All she has done in th day time is sleep so i want to do that too....but i can't i have to do other house hold junk.....GRRRRR!

Have the blue and gold dinner with the younger son tonight. (it's a scout thing for those of you that don't know) It will be just the two of us becuase of her binging sick going to have her stay home with the oldest. I know bad mom but it seems like the youngest boy is the one that always get's the shaft when it comes to things and i want to try and change that. I have been working at it and getting better that is for sure.

Any how this is the first time today i have had a second to myself i am going to get into a HOT shower and relax for a few. Hope that all is going well for every one out there in lj world! Have a Happy!!!:):)

TGIF.........

2007-02-24T06:13:58Z

Okay so i have been sitting on this damned thing most of the day! Why you ask because i seem to think that i need to i guess. I really have no idea other then when i looked out side this morning and seen the slush coming out of the sky (not rain or snow but a mix) i didn't want to go out and do any of the things that i need to. So here i sit like a bump on a log ready to go to bed now.....what a bad mom and wife i have been i should have cleaned the house i mean J will be home some time tomorrow and i really don't care that the laundry isn't folded....LOL!
Any how i hope that you all have a WONDERFUL weekend.....i plan on sleeping in come morning...if i have it my way any way!

Life Update.......

2007-02-21T01:58:03Z

okay so it's been a bad couple of days..... I have been feeling YUCKY! We went and did our taxes this weekend and i may be able to catch up everything but not spend any money other then on bills though. It's all good though cuz i will be alittle less stressed out for awhile i hope! This is the first year that i haven't had money for the kids to get something so i know that they are going to throw a fit big time but they will have to get over it is all. I know it's going to be hell when they first find out....becuase yes my children are VERY SPOILED!!!! I need to get them over it now that is for sure. Any how other then being sick and not wanting to go out in town for any reason. I know that i just need a couple of days to get some rest and maybe i will be all better! But i don't see that happening any time soon! That is the life of being a semi single mom with a husband that drives long haul..

It's My Life........

2007-02-17T02:12:45Z

Let's see here the game well we'll just say that he lost, and leave it at that. I got home and just wantd to go to bed last night but NOOOOO Miss Mouse wanted to play and be a brat! I should say that is a understatment by the way! She was on one BAD!
Any how get to do my taxes this weekend so J will be home until Sunday......unsure i'm ready to have him home again already that is for sure. But it's all good too, because i think the kids need it. I know Miss Mouse does cuz she cries for him all the time. Poor baby i swear she is such a daddy's girl all the way! Have not a clue what will happen if he ever get's active duty again. I may have to put her in his bags....LOL! Okay i know that isn't going to work but it's all good! Don't know what i was thinking going on like that....LOL!
Any way really hope to get some good sleep this weekend......that is my goal with J being home any way. Have to get off here and clean before he gets here tonight...sooo hope all is good in lj land for all!
Have a Happy!:):)

Update Long Over Due.........

2007-02-16T01:11:40Z

I so HATE Valentines day! Well that is how i have always been for those of you that know me in real life will agree. J wasn't home and with money being the way it is i dubt that i will get anything thing from him at all. It's all good though....he did call me. Life has been moving along really slow lately i have been fighting the depression bug and getting better with it. The Bro in law had my nails done for V-day in hopes that i would smile more....like them lots so i smile for him when i see him.....LOL! My lil sis lucked out with that one i tell you what! Guess i can find 'em for others without a problem....LOL! But it's all good i hope that things mellow out for J and i soon now that he is working again.
I'm off to Picks first basketball game now....enjoy all!